To have a best friend is to be a best friend.
To have a best friend is to have a keeper. A memory keeper; someone to hold all the best possible memories you could have with someone, all the great things you’d never want to forget. Someone to attest to every story you tell. The non-family, family member. They will never ask you to explain yourself or judge you. A keeper of secrets; they know everything that could destroy you, embarass you, shame you, yet they never tell. Holding it so close as if it were their own. Despite all the fights, all the years, all the boyfriends… someone you keep, cause no one will ever understand you like your best does. No one will ever know you, get you, make you laugh, pick you up, hurt you, forgive you, or love you like your best friend. <3
My heart broke… shattered really… it’s still not fully healed. There are days it’s hard to breathe. When something small triggers a small hurtful stab, it all floods fast. The things that were said, read, or slipped/slips out… when I think too much and gasp for air. Where I want to cry and wallow in the pain.
I don’t know how to hate you. I never had it in me. I couldn’t no matter how bad I wanted to. Maybe that made it too easy for you.
But here I am, here we are. I guess life is funny that way.
I don’t really hope anymore. I just kind of let things happen. I listen to my heart beat and wonder on it all. Sometimes I find myself waiting for it all to fall. Other times, I just enjoy that somehow managed to make it through.
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I’ve had religious people knock on my door encouraging me to be religious, but never have I had a homosexual knock on my door to encourage me to be homosexual.
Knock knock
who’s there
It’s me. Queer up
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